🔆 Zen Techie

Dancing with Depression

Sep 22, 2019 - 8 minutes - Z
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This might be my first post made under a cloak of depression. So far, it’s taken me about two days to finish it. About 3 months ago, the company I was contracting at surprised me by not renewing my contract. It felt atypical to me. This put me in a position that I often avoid: looking for work without already having income. I find that I interview better when I already have a job, kind of like dating. …

Why I Created This Blog

Aug 12, 2019 - 5 minutes - Z
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Depression. Habit. Polyamory. Kink. Spectrum. Tech. Emotional pain. Communication difficulties. What a safe space is not. Where has my voice gone?

Me

Jul 21, 2019 - 1 minutes - Z
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About Me - Not in the right state to summarize myself. TBD.

The Site

Jul 21, 2019 - 1 minutes - Z
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About This Site - This site is generated via Hugo and hosted through AWS amplify. Content updated by forestry.io ( a CMS for MarkDown ) automatically updates gitlab repo (new-content branch) When new-content branch is merged into testing branch, AWS amplify detects changes and runs pipeline to rebuild site via Hugo These changes are reflected in the alpha site, a separate amplify app, and the beta site, a subdomain of the main amplify app. …